true dat.

I miss you.

Hi,
Yes you. I see you everyday in class and in the hallways, but you won't even look me in the eye. I miss you. We spent every minute of our childhood together and now we're strangers. Seeing you everyday doesn't help. I cry at night because I miss you. I don't want to give up all the memories we shared. Will you ever forgive me? Does this hurt you as much as it hurts me?

It's all a blur.

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Things I like #002
For a while now I have been dreaming of adopting a teacup pig. THEY ARE ADORABLE. This Easter I had a really hard time eating ham. Can you not agree with me here? !

i'm the girl...

I'm the girl who's never been given a chance, the girl who's always been single, who's always had a crush on a guy that didn't care. I'm the girl who hides her feelings, the girl who doesn't know how to flirt, who's always lying when the tears are falling. I'm the girl who watches her friends live their life's with their boyfriends, I'm the girl who wonders what's wrong with her, the girl who would change for him, who's always thinking about what could have been.

I don't want to be alone forever.

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Thanks to becca ho for being an inspiration. I thought of doing a 365 photo journal, but that would just be boring. Instead I want to share with you guys a part of my life. Hopefully I can continue with this and not let it flop.

Things I like #001

 

My kitty. She's been with us for a year and out of all my cats (only 2) she is by far my favorite. Forget the saying a dog is a best man's friend. A cat is a girl's best friend. Harlow

BRO TIP.

Just thought i'd let you know...

hello goodbye

If you were to ask me if I am excited to graduate I would tell you yes. But deep inside I am scared as hell. Not only do we have to go into the real world and work and try to build our life's but we also have to do it alone. Okay not alone, alone but like we don't have our parents holding our hands anymore. I am freaked out, I would much rather stay in high school for the rest of my life. (exaggeration) My dad found these pictures that I found pretty hilarious, it's crazy how fast we grow up. I remember being so young and wanting to grow up, now I just want to shrink and go backwards. Like Benjamin button.

 from these to this....

I AM NOT READY FOR THIS. GRAD 2011.

wait

Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

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