lately i can't stop thinking about my future, i'm scared to death. currently i'm making very little money and have no idea where i'm going. not to mention schools getting stressful and friends aren't helping.
i don't know if i should start looking for another job or just stay put. plus i'm saving up money to go to Kentucky to go to a youth conference and it costs be about $2,000. so when i graduate from school i'll be poor and have no money to go to school. yes i could work a year, but who knows if i'll have the energy to go back to school after a year off.
all in all, i'm a basket case. its freaking me out to see people applying to schools. and i'm scared of not knowing what i want to do.
help.
