graduate

I'm so ready to graduate. Every Sunday night is brutal.Way to tired to blog. Tomorrow hopefully.

me too

Some of the most comforting words in the universe are "me too." That moment when you find out that your struggle is also someone else's struggle that you're not alone, and that others have been down the same road.

you are beautiful

Take a step back. And look at yourself. You are human. You are beautiful. You are so beautiful. And you can be anything. You can be everything. Do not hate everyone because someone broke your heart, or because your parents split up, or your best friend betrayed you, your father hit you, the kid down the street called you fat, ugly, stupid, worthless. Do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. Cry when you need to, then let go when it’s time. Don’t hand onto painful memories just because you’re afraid to forget. Let go of things that are in the past. Forget things that aren’t worth remembering. Stop taking things for granted. Live for something. Live for yourself. Fall in love. Fall out of love and over until you what it really is to love someone. Question things. Tell people how you really feel. Sleep under the stars. Create. Imagine. Inspire. Share something wonderful. Meet new people. Make someone’s day. Follow your dreams. Live your life to it’s full potential. Just live. Let go of all of the horrible in your life and fucking live. And one day, when you’re old, look back with no regrets.

In 2010 I...

Instead of a blog today, i'm gonna look back at 2010 and remember the past...

I confess that in 2010 I...
( ) stayed single for the whole year
() made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

SCHOOL
( ) took an honors/advanced class
(x) broke the dress code
(x) sent to the principles office for misbehavior
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
( ) failed a class
(x) skipped school
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) intentionally tripped someone at school
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget

OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't
(x) partied to celebrate the new year
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
( ) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
(x) left the country
( ) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
( ) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
(x) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
(x) went to the beach with your best friend
(x) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

new beginning.

although i'm sad 2010 is over, i'm so excited to start 2011. Last year has been crazy, emotional, life changing and much much more. But this year i'm so excited to start all over. I get to finish my last couple months of school and start figuring out my life. Hopefully this year I will find someone to help me get through the challenges of this year. I look forward to spending time with my friends and just living life. Now's the time life has begun :)

just because

peaceout 2010, hello2011 !!

HAPPY NEW YEAR.
my new years was crazy. don't even get me started. loads of stuff went down. maybe for the best. but instead of going into all that i thought i'd write down some of my new years resolutions....

New Years Resolutions:
- Graduate highschool
- Get into Langara College
- Eat smarter, and get going to the gym
- Make tons of money
- Get a new job
- Have a closer relationship with God
... and more to come.