grow up?

Growing up your best friend becomes your worst enemy. Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Undies turn into g-strings and boxers. kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?...... When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst you could get from guys were cooties? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. The only drug you knew was cough medicine. Wearing a skirt didn't make you a slut. The only things that hurt were skinned knees. And goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?
And to think we couldn't wait to grow up.

Winter Break

Home, and incredibly tired. I went to Chehalias for the past couple of days with my drama peeps. It was awesome. New friends, amazing food, halarious improv, silly 2am talks with the girls, filming our thrillers and oh practicing for Macbeth. Aha so sad to be gone but yet it feels good to be home.
Christmas is in 7 days, ahhh crap. I still need to buy for my dad and he's always the hardest. Watch me go to the mall the day before christmas and find a random gift :) or maybe I'll make him something really cheesy. My dad has to like it, I'm his daughter ahah. I'm just really looking forward to spending my break with my family and our tradition every year is on Christmas eve we go to a candle light service and sing chrsitmas carols. After that we go home and put all our presents under the tree and open them. Some wacky German idea, but hey I'm not complaining :)
Need to get some rest, peaceout girl scout.

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apparently this is all my facebook statuses put together in a year. 2010 awwh yeah :)

expecto patronum

I want to see harry potter number seven again :) ! ahhh.

be thankful

Be thankful for every heartbreak, for they were planned. They come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. Their purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life. And you do. because if you hold on, you'll never meet anyone else. since I've gotten past old heartbreak i made myself open and ready to meet someone new.... and i did :)

praying for a friend.

Dear God,
I don't understand why things happen. But i know your incomplete control. I pray for my friend, and her family.

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.- Jeremiah 29:11

dance dance

so we had our dance at school. took some pretty awesome photos.. :)